"I give her my heart but she wanted my soul"

Bob Dylan, Don't Think Twice, It's All Right

Warum blutet Mutter aus der Nase?
Warum ist ihr Kind so dumm wie klein?
Darf ein metallic-braunes Auto denn da parken?
Und warum kann ich ohne dich nicht glücklich sein?

Wie viele Erdbeereise muss der Mensch noch essen
Bevor er endlich einmal sagt: 

"Ich bin dafür
Die böse Tat des Beinestellens zu unterlassen"?
Und darf ich irgendwann nochmal zurück zu dir?

Ganz egal, woran ich grade denke
Am Ende denk ich immer nur an dich...ganz egal, woran ich grade denke...am Ende denk ich nurcan Dich.

Element of Crime🙏

Ein Lied das mich durch manche Rückschläge im Leben getragen hat, Jennifer Rostock - Himalaya:

...

Auf steifes Pflaster geschlagen
Und im Sonnenlicht erstarrt
Von zagen Händen getragen
Verkrustet und hart
Ein Mondnachtaquarell
Zerfetzt von deinem Skalpell
 

Ihr tretet mich vom Himalaya
Und ich kletter wieder rauf
Ihr ertränkt mich im Eriesee
Und ich tauch wieder auf
Ihr steinigt mich für mein Leben mit zerreißender Gier
Und ich bin immer noch hier
 

Ich frag mich
Bin ich allein unter diesen Menschen
Und weiß denn keiner, wer ich bin?
Ich wage nicht
Diese Blase zu zerplatzen
Doch ich fühl mich wehrlos hier drin
 

In eigenen Scherben gewunden
Wie ein gefesseltes Tier
Gejagt von schreienden Hunden
Und sie schreien nach mir
Ein Jungfrauenpastell
Zerfetzt von deinem Skalpell
 

Ihr tretet mich vom Himalaya
Und ich kletter wieder rauf
Ihr ertränkt mich im Eriesee
Und ich tauch wieder auf
Ihr steinigt mich für mein Leben mit zerreißender Gier

und ich bin immer noch hier...

https://youtu.be/ueGfhpGD4IM

Oh, nochwas- ist speziell für alle weiblichen Mitleser gedacht, die zur Zeit Liebeskummer oder eine Trennung hinter sich haben.

Diese zwei Lieder konnte wohl jede(r) schon mal brauchen - 

Achtung: Reihefolge beachten!

1. Gloria Gaynor - I will survive 💪

At first I was afraid, I was petrified
Thinking I could live without you by my side
And after spending nights
Thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
And I learned how to get along

Now you're back
From outer space
And I find you here
With that sad look upon your face
I should've changed that stupid lock
Or made you leave your key
If I'd've known for a second
You'd be back to bother me

Go on, go, walk out the door
Turn around now
You're not welcome anymore
You're the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
Think I'd crumble?
You think I'd lay down and die?

No, not I, I will survive
Long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive
I've got my life to live
And all my love to give and
I will survive
I, I, I will survive

It took all my strength not to fall apart
Trying with all my might to mend my broken heart
I spent so many nights feeling sorry for myself
How I cried
But now I hold my head up high

And you see me, somebody new
I'm not that lonely little person
Still in love with you
Now you come droppin' in
Expectin' me to be free
Now I'm saving my lovin'
For someone who's loving me

Go on and go, walk out the door
Turn around now
You're not welcome anymore
You're the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
Thinkin' I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die?

No, not I, I will survive
Long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive
I've got my life to live, and all my love to give
And I will survive
I, I will survive

Go on, go, walk out the door
Turn around now
You're not welcome anymore
You're the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
Think I'd crumble?
You think I'd lay down and die?

No, not I, I will survive
Long as I know how to love
I know I'll stay alive
I've got my life to live
And all my love to give and
I will survive
I, I, I will survive

Und danach kommt Phase 2:

Miley Cyrus - I can buy myself flowers 💐

We were good, we were gold
Kinda dream that can't be sold
We were right 'til we weren't
Built a home and watched it burn

Mm, I didn't wanna leave you
I didn't wanna lie
Started to cry but then remembered I

I can buy myself flowers
Write my name in the sand
Talk to myself for hours
Say things you don't understand
I can take myself dancing
And I can hold my own hand
Yeah, I can love me better than you can

Can love me better
I can love me better, baby
Can love me better
I can love me better, baby

Paint my nails cherry red
Match the roses that you left
No remorse, no regret
I forgive every word you said

Ooh, I didn't wanna leave you, baby
I didn't wanna fight
Started to cry but then remembered I

I can buy myself flowers
Write my name in the sand
Talk to myself for hours, yeah
Say things you don't understand
I can take myself dancing, eh, eh
I can hold my own hand
Yeah, I can love me better than you can

I didn't wanna leave you
I didn't wanna fight
Started to cry but then remembered I

I can buy myself flowers, oh, oh
Write my name in the sand, mm
Talk to myself for hours (Yeah, yeah)
Say things you don't understand (never will)
I can take myself dancing, yeah, yeah
I can hold my own hand
Yeah, I can love me better than
Yeah, I can love me better than you can

🌻💐🌸🌼🌷🪻⚘️🪷🌹🌺🥀

"My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies.  Fairy tales of yesterday will grow but never die"

"The Show Must Go On" by Queen

(wurde einige Monate vor Freddies Tod veröffentlicht.)

Ja mach nur einen Plan

sei nur ein großes Licht

und mach dann einen zweiten Plan

gehn tun sie beide nicht.

Denn für dieses Leben

ist der Mensch nicht schlau genug.

Doch sein höhres Streben

ist ein feiner Zug.

Berthold Brecht - Ballade von der Unzulänglichkeit menschlichen Planens

Ich liebe die Songs von Billie Eilish, ihre Texte berühren oft mein Innenleben, also kommt möglicherweise mehr. Und nein, keine Selbstgefährdung vorhanden, der Text wurde aus der Sicht des Monsters unter dem Bett geschrieben. 😉
 

"Bury A Friend"
 

Billie

What do you want from me? Why don't you run from me?
What are you wondering? What do you know?
Why aren't you scared of me? Why do you care for me?
When we all fall asleep, where do we go?

(Come here)
Say it, spit it out. What is it exactly?
You're payin'? Is the amount cleanin' you out? Am I satisfactory?
Today, I'm thinkin' about the things that are deadly
The way I'm drinkin' you down
Like I wanna drown, like I wanna end me

Step on the glass, staple your tongue (ah)
Bury a friend, try to wake up (ah-ah)
Cannibal class, killing the son (ah)
Bury a friend, I wanna end me

I wanna end me
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna... end me
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna...

What do you want from me? Why don't you run from me?
What are you wondering? What do you know?
Why aren't you scared of me? Why do you care for me?
When we all fall asleep, where do we go?

(Listen)
Keep you in the dark. What had you expected?
Me to make you my art and make you a star?
And get you connected?
I'll meet you in the park, I'll be calm and collected
But we knew right from the start that you'd fall apart
'Cause I'm too expensive

It's probably somethin' that shouldn't be said out loud
Honestly, I thought that I would be dead by now (wow)
Calling security, keepin' my head held down
Bury the hatchet or bury a friend right now

The debt I owe, gotta sell my soul
'Cause I can't say no, no, I can't say no
Then my limbs all froze and my eyes won't close
And I can't say no, I can't say no
(Careful)

Step on the glass, staple your tongue (ah)
Bury a friend, try to wake up (Ah-ah)
Cannibal class, killing the son (ah)
Bury a friend, I wanna end me

I wanna end me
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna... end me
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna...

What do you want from me? Why don't you run from me?
What are you wondering? What do you know?
Why aren't you scared of me? Why do you care for me?
When we all fall asleep, where do we go?

Und dies ist auch ganz wichtig, aber der Text kann nicht von der Melodie getrennt werden, das muss man vollem Herzen mitsingen und mit tanzen...

https://youtu.be/Kq0M4miVjyw?si=7rv4PY2QWo2xTabq

Don't think twice, you'll be dead in a second
Turn your eyes from your hands to the heavens
Kill your pride, turn your fear to a weapon
And don't you forget it

[Chorus]
Oh, don't you let 'em take control
Don't you let 'em break your soul
It's not the devil at your door
It's just your shadow on the floor
 

Madonna

"How can life be what you want it to be?
You're frozen
When your heart's not open

If I could melt your heart
(We'd never be apart)

Give yourself to me
(We'd never be apart)

If I could melt your heart
(We'd never be apart)"